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Monday, May 16, 2016

Seize The Day

I was once a rebel who loves this kind of songs. I still do, for some certain songs that means so much to me.

This is one of 'em.




I found this awesome recording of "avenged sevenfold - seize the day" on #Smule: http://www.smule.com/p/90945279_157254841 #SingKaraoke

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Belajar.

Living a life means learning. Kau akan berhenti belajar bila kau berhenti bernafas. Dan akan bermula ujian kau di alam lain.

Every single thing yg jadi dalam hidup kau adalah pelajaran.

Bila kau jatuh, kau belajar utk bangun.
Bila kau sakit, kau belajar utk amalkan gaya hidup sihat.
Bila kau sedih, kau belajar utk gembirakan org.
Bila kau sunyi, kau belajar utk menghargai.
Bila kau lapar, kau belajar utk cari makan.
Bila kau marah, kau belajar utk sabar.

Never give up and be strong. Semua yg berlaku dlm hidup kau adalah proses pembelajaran. Kita belajar benda baru setiap hari. Tak mudah nak hidup. Tapi Allah ajar dah. Kita belajar utk survive.

Jangan pernah rasa down, putus asa, kecewa dgn diri sendiri. Sebab ada org lain yg masih boleh bahagia walaupun serba kurang. Allah bagi kita umur setiap hari, kita survive, bangun setiap pagi, Allah bagi peluang utk kita belajar lg. Jangan sia-siakan peluang yg Allah bagi ni. Jangan merenung nasib sampai hilang pedoman.

Bersyukurlah, apa pun ujian yg datang. Sayangnya Allah kat kita, bila kita kadang² lupa kat Dia pun, dia masih bagi kita bernafas. Bersyukurlah dalam sekecil² perkara sekalipun.

Semoga redha Allah sentiasa bersama kita.

Wednesday, April 29, 2015

Reason or No Reason?

I've always said this to myself, "Everything happens for a reason. At least a reason. Find it. And go through it."

But there's one thing I couldn't think any reason why does it happened. It happened. Yes. But why. Idk.

And there goes my omg-what's-wrong-with-me episode starts again.

It isn't cool, babe. It's like waiting for a pepperoni pizza in warung saleha. You'd never get any pizzas. And warung saleha is actually a warung-tepi-jalan style.

Maybe I was really disappointed because I didn't get what I want. But hey, you're not always get what you want. Sometimes not-getting-what-you-want is the answer of getting what you need. It's all in Allah's hand, babe. Why bother?

I don't know if this matters, but Mir, my bebi best girlfriend, thanks. For willing to listen those sobbings n crying(s) n craps n all that for almost 5 years. Hahah. It's quite sometimes. Kau mmg gila sbb masih mampu tadah telinga.

Even though I've always have these positive thoughts in my mind, like, all the time, I'm still in the period of i-need-to-let-em-go-but-damn-how-omg. So. That's it.

The episode continues, I'm still listening and watching those videos. For some reasons, sometimes, it calms me. And thanks.

Thursday, October 30, 2014

In The End, The Truth is Nowhere to be Found

Been tested in the middle of mid term exam.
It hurts even more when I'm alone.
Mungkin sebab migha revealed the last year's story so the shock's still there.
Haha. How could you migha.
Membaziaq ai banjir semalam.
Btw thanks. For telling me those finally.

Knowing that the person was once cared about me, it's a great feeling melompat² dalam jiwa.
Walaupun dah lama, walaupun there was another occasion after that.
Walaupun the truth is still missing.
Walaupun the feeling that started to fade away is gaining back now.
Walaupun sedar dah yg semua cerita lama.
Walaupun sepatutnya come back to my senses.
Walaupun belum sembuh.
Walaupun masih sayang.
Walaupun dah ada yg sayang.

Moga Allah mudahkan. Feeling is never an easy thing to deal with.

I already cried a lot. Even if it's not your fault.
I already gave up what I feel, thinking that it should be the best way. And I already suffered from it.

It's a great experience.
Though it's tougher than I've ever imagined.

There's still a hope.

Monday, June 23, 2014

Maaf

Maaf.
Kalaulah aku boleh patah balik masa.
Tapi tak boleh. Ini bukan Candy Crush Saga yg kau boleh cheat. Yang kau boleh change date setting utk cepat dapat life.

Maaf. Permintaan kali kedua yg berat. Bahu ni senget sebelah dah nak tanggung rasa risau kalau ada salah faham. Harap takda. Sedih bila datang emotional hijacked ni bukan main penangan dia. Campur pulak dengan final exam, disertai dgn masalah-masalah sekeliling yg tak kaitan pun. Tapi ngengada. Ngengada nak nangis. Ngengada nak sedih. Alhamdulillah. Ada peluang rasa sakit kenang dosa. Harap Allah ampunkan dosa kecil dosa besar dosa sengaja buat dosa tak sengaja buat dosa tak perasan dan segala dosa lagi. 


Maaf. Sebab permintaan tu buat aku jauh. Kenal dgn cara yg baik, aku mengharapkan pengakhiran yg baik, dan permulaan hidup baru yg baik. Ada redha Allah. Ada berkat. Ada doa. Ada usaha. Ada tawakkal. Ada segala kebaikan tanpa cela. Aku pun tak kuat jugak nak mintak macam ni. Tapi dosa sendiri dah banyak, aku taknak lagi abaikan perkara yg nampak remeh. Everything must be taken care of. Kalau dosa kecik buat pejam mata je, lama2 jadi besar. Inikan lagi dosa yg nyata. Tak nak.

Thanks for grant me this second request. Untuk kebaikan bersama, mungkin. Nisa kata, kalau niat baik, jauh la macam mana pun, nanti Allah mudahkan. Yang penting doa. Usaha. Pastu tawakkal. Moga Allah mudahkan. Moga Allah redha. Moga Allah beri rahmat.



Perpisahan? Tak. Bukan tu perkataan yg aku nak guna. Let's take a break. That's it. Jom berehat. Rehat dari lagha. Itu. Agaknya. Maksud yg aku nak sampaikan. Bahasa aku kucar kacir. Aku harap ada yg faham.




 


"mmg la sedih. sbb syg kn. sbar la. mmg sakit. tapi kejap je. tak lama tu. nanti okay la. kau kena kuat sikit."-nisa

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